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Ares was 3wks old when i recieved him. I had seen a couple who had
something wrapped in a washcloth.All i saw was an ear.I was walking the
opposite direction than this couple was,i don't know still to this day
why i had to stop them to see what they had. But something i couldn't
ignore told me to do so.Well After I stopped Them to see the little cute
animal I found it was a kitten. He was totally white in every part of his body
at the time.I had talked to my boyfriend the night before and we had
decided more like i decided i couldn't support anymore mouths to feed. For he
had wanted a Kitten of his own. Well I still am not sure what happened it
was like i was possesed or something for i heard me say well are you going
to keep him after i had found out he was found out back of there home in
the alley in a trash can. Then they told me that they both worked and just
didn't have the time to take care of a kitten as young as he was.I
found that i heard my self saying well i will take him. Again not relising
what was happening at the time. So they told me ok, And asked if they could
just go and Pay a bill and say good bye to him. I said yes and waited
where they told me to wait patiently for about 20 mins,Then they came
out of the store and told me that they had decided to keep him, And asked
me about the green stuff that was crusted around the eyes so bad that he
couldn't open his eyes. i told them how to take care of the eye
infection and the upper respirtory infection he had. Then the Lady side you sound
like you know what you would be doing if we gave him to you. You can
have him and gave him to me. I put him in my shirt so my management wouldn't
see him as i came in the building. Well a month went by and my
boyfriend who i had given the kitten to had been doing the nightly feedings while
i did day time feedings and night time piddles and poo session. For i
knew how to help him learn to do his buisness on his own in the right place.
Well about a month after getting him i was told that it was either i
had to move or get rid of the kitten. Well i believe that you take an
animal you take it for life so we moved. We moved into a unfinished basement
with my old coven. Things were fine till the High priestess went off the
deepend of the peir. So we moved at different intervols do to my
boyfriend being kicked out before all the craziness started. So i Stayed with my
boyfriend and his friends till the friends decided it was time for me
to leave and kicked me out. Well I took my 2 female cats that i will do
later on in time. I stayed with some of my friends for about a month till i
could get my own apartment. Well i got my own apartment and no more
than 24hours later Chris the now x-boyfriend calls my cellphone have you
seen Jeff from the plaza i told him no i haddend feeling really irritated at
the time i asked why. He told me that he and Ares where supposed to
stay with the jeff person who he couldn't find well it was the coldest night
of that winter i had moved in in dec.of 2003 Well i told chris that he
could have on night at my apartment and Ares was welcome for 3 days because
after that i would be forced to pay a deposit. I didn't have to for the
girls do to the fact i had gotten them perscriptionized. They were now
Companion animals. So i kept Ares the 3days and more finding that not
only did chris bring him to me in a bird cage but had tried to castrate the
cat as well with a rubberband for a girls hair. So i had Ares to the vet
and had them fix the abuse he had suffered. i also when chris called after
3 months later told him to not a chance in hell was he getting the cat
back even though the cat acted like a little monster and as faral as can be.
Didn't like human touch or any kind of attention. He also acted like a
maniac running and jumping on things breaking things. Etc. If you are
an empath you can see it by now. When the snow had all started to melt
Ares started to tear apart my towlet paper. i went though almost daily for a
month or scolding him for the wasting of my potty paper. Well one day i
was sitting on the toilet and asked him why he was doing it if only he
could talk in my language of english very irretated that nothing was
working. Well he looked directly into my eyes and in my mind i say him
throughing the shredded toilet paper up in the air and it turning into
snow. Well i realised that he wanted to be in the snow so i Promised to
take him out in the snow the next time it happened. Wow the shredding
of the potty paper stopped. I was shocked. Well the next snow that happend
the last snow of the year i took him out in the snow. The only time it
has happened since is when he wants to be out in it. Now because all my
cats are indoor cats he doesn't like to be out in it long before he is done
with it. So in May of 2003 i had to move again and to a place that was
very cramp. I was dealing with the misbehavior out of Ares in many ways
trying to get the behavior to stop well being locked in a single room
(bedroom) didn't do Ares any good it only got worse.Well In Jan.of 2004
i ended Moving again into my own apartment my section 8 came through as
well as my ssi settlement and my financial aid and my student loan. So i Got
set up in a new home and Ares started to change slowly in 6mths. Ares
wasn't into as much trouble anymore he was protective of me and he in a
years time became a real mommys boy he sleeps with me now and he never
used to he gives me kisses. He even asks for my attention sometimes. He
doesn't like to be very far from me at all. He still hates men with a
Passion and strangers as well. He just starts acting fairal again when
those kind of situations happen. i had found in the previous place i
lived by someone that was the cause of chris being homeless that fateful
night that he had Made Ares living in the bird cage the hole of that
november. With a Protective mother cat that didn't like him and could have killed
him. So the abuse he went through was horrible.
I'm getting ready to move at the end the 27th of this month and well
Ares is Faring better than i though he would he was misbehaving when i first
started to pack now that i have explainded that he isn't going to be
left behind about a dozen times he is doing much better.

Update 1-4-2008

Ares has really warmed up to me I also now have a Boyfriend and he has warmed up to him as well. However Ares still doesn't like most men. He is now a real Mommy's boy so to speak.